I don't know where to look anymore except towards the future where I plan my own life and live by my own philosophies. I've become confused and lost, caught in conflicting theories that people live by but hardly spare any thought about.
Love.
Who gives and who receives? Do you measure or don't you? That's what a relationship contains as well. But is there a difference made or distinguished between the relationships of youths and the relationships of adults?
Is it so easy to comprehend, simply by assuming that we shouldn't place a limit to how much we give, expecting nothing in return but WHAT IF, you couldn't give because your own survival depended on it? Could you still give, if you had no resources left? In an adult relationship, both parties work, and that's where the difference lies. With income, buying power is readily available. There is no way to compare this with a youth relationship and say that in the relationship, there shouldn't even be any measuring. I measured because I was being realistic and I drew flak for that. I tried to be logical yet it only served to conflict with the principles of love- limitless and unending.
This doesn't include the non-material or monetary items. It is because of money, that often leads to misunderstanding; it is because of money, that leads to conflict and it is because of money, that we space ourselves, eventually distancing even further from each other.
Love- unmeasureable? Not if you couldn't provide.
I know I couldn't..and now no amount could erase the rift that took place, no amount of sorry could reverse time and nothing else could probably lead to the future.
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
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